IM GOING TO LONDON !!!!!!

I would be lying to you if I said I wasn't about to move to London for 4 months and spend all the money in my savings account just so I could feel like I went to Hogwarts.....but THEREIN LIES THE ISSUE FRIENDS DON'T TRY TO TRICK YOU GET YOU ON THE PHONE AND MIND TWIST YOU!!!!!!!! ummm ANYWAYS I'm about to be living in the same area code as Emma Watson, Harry Styles, Andrew Garfield and Taylor Swift so it was nice knowing you lovely ladies.

I will be living in Kensington and apparently, that is the /posh/ part of London so let's see how my piece of trash self fits in with the posh brits. So far I have a trip to Paris planned in January, a ticket to Wicked the Musical, and a ticket to Harry Style's arena tour so my ass is already clapping. But in addition to those fun activities, I hope to travel to Copenhagen, Stockholm, Amsterdam, Switzerland, Berlin, Nice, Ireland, Scotland, and all over England. Sooo with all of that travel, my dreams are coming true bc all I want to do in life is travel AND something is bound to go wrong which will seem bad in the moment but then I will have some funny content for my social media so it's all good.

Wait I forgot to post the actual purpose of this post, and it was to tell everyone I was going to use this blog while I'm abroad. Okay thank you for your service to this country have a nice day.

Also Emma Watson doesn't stop for fans I guess bc she wants to maintain some normality....I just want all of you to know that if I saw Emma Watson and she just ignored me and told me to go away I would literally fling myself into oncoming traffic so I hope that you guys are excited for the candids if that happens.
anyways have a nice day

NYC WEEK 1

Hello? Is this thing still on?

I literally forgot I had a blog, but it's okay because I've lived in Iowa for the past year and my life was pretty boring, but NOW I live in NYC and have an internship at a fashion/celeb PR firm and my life is suddenly very far from boring!

Internship

Alright, so I literally intern AT THE COOLEST PLACE. Like 20 times a day, I look up and I'm just like "How....did I get this lmao?" So basically, the company I work for is a fashion PR firm and our clients send us their samples after they are debuted, and our job is to send them to magazines, celebrities, and photo shoots to gain publicity for the brands! Everyone that I work with is so lovely and hardworking! I think it's so funny that they aren't phased by the fact that they work with celebrities. I guess I'm just not used to it, but they will email me and be like "Can you pack these up and send them to Rhianna?" And I will be like..yoU WANT ME TO DO WHAT??????  I love it so much and I feel so cool knowing what celebrities are going to wear beforehand. I was on Twitter last night and saw a picture of Lorde at the Gov Ball and was just like....HEY I SAW THAT IN OUR SHOWROOM FOR HER. 

But anyways, I am already learning SO much and I have only been there for 4 days so I cannot wait to see how much more I learn this Summer! 

NYC

New York City is literally the weirdest place ever. Like it's disgusting, gross, and loud, but you love it so much. I think I've finally started to get the hang of the subways. (Except for yesterday when I tried to get a milkshake and couldn't find the uptown train and walked around NoLita for 2 hours) I just love living in NYC so much, and I think going back to Kansas after this summer is going to be very hard. The thing I love about NYC is that everyone is so passionate about what they are doing that it's infectious. It's just so beautiful to be around people that are so ambitious and love what they are doing. 

I have always had really bad anxiety and for some reason, it's been almost non-existent while in NYC. When I first arrived, my friend was planning to pick me up from the airport and texted me that she was going to be a little late. If this would've happened 1 year ago, I probably would've started freaking out and crying, but I just remember being like w/e she will come.

I'm basically an Indian version of Nancy Drew

This past weekend I went home (glee version of Home plays in background). I bought this dress in August and when it came in the mail, it went to my knees and I literally looked like Laura Ingalls Wilder. I was faced with this problem of looking like a pioneer, so I tried to hem the dress. Which was fun and games until I washed the dress and it shrunk a little bit and now it's too short *upside down smile emoji* 

I took this pic before I ruined everything good in my life. But it's okay because it's been really cold so I will probably have to start wearing tights underneath my dresses anyways so HA! Way to go @ past self for messing this dress up! I bought this dress from ASOS, so if you don't mess up this dress, I think that it is a perfect stable item to have in your closet! It is comfortable and casual! 

And now my new favorite trend!!! I bought this square scarf from Ruche. I love this trend so much, it makes me feel like Nancy Drew or Daphne from Scooby Doo. 

Also THESE SHOES!!!!! I have gotten so many compliments on them! If you know me, I loooovveee ankle strap flats. I basically love any shoe that makes me feel like a ballerina. I bought these from DSW for under $20!!! And they are super comfy! 

I look like I'm passively about to cry in this pic which basically describes my life...anyways HAVE A GOOD WEEK!!!

October Playlist

Hello music loving friends! I've been listening to a lot of new music lately! I made an October playlist and added some of the new stuff I've been listening to, and then I added some classic fall songs! Let me know what you listen to in October! 

Link to this playlist on Apple Music https://itunes.apple.com/us/playlist/october/idpl.98913183e4f04d469d83750f845b018f

Suffering in September

Hello Internet! It's September, and I low-key kind of hate September. If you know me at all, you know that October is my favorite month of the entire year. My birthday is in April, but I was birthed in October. October makes me so emotional, mainly because it was the month that I met Taylor Swift. Also it is usually the month Taylor Swift releases her new albums, but Corn Harvest aka Calvin Harris ruined everything and so now I'm here, as a person, with no new music. 

SPEAKING OF MUSIC....You know how Ed Sheeran said he would release new music this fall? WELL ACCORDING TO THE EARTH'S ROTATION AROUND THE SUN IT IS FALL AND WHY IS THERE STILL NO NEW MUSIC?? 

OKAY ONE MORE THING *heavy breathing* DID ANYONE ELSE LIKE......GO INTO LITERAL CARDIAC ARREST WHEN HARRY POSTED THOSE MAGAZINE COVERS. IT WAS LIKE 10 AM AND I LOOKED AT MY PHONE AND SAW THEM AND I WAS EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE FOR A SOILD 12 HOURS AFTER I SAW THEM. Anyways Harry Styles, king of fashion, founding father of music, critically acclaimed actor, pioneer of my will to live is about to drop some solo music on us    and we are all going to die. Like I'm not even being dramatic (me when I am being dramatic) but I genuinely don't think that I can physically sit down and listen to an entire album with Harry Style's voice ONLY. I AM NOT PHYSICALLY STRONG ENOUGH TO PUT MY BODY THROUGH THAT KIND OF PAIN. 

Me trying to be a professional blogger: screams about Harry Styles for an entire paragraph

Okay so I guess this is where we talk about fashion and such! I bought this dress from Free People. I loved this dress because I knew that I could wear it in the spring and summer seasons, but the color was toned down enough so I could also throw on a pair of tights and a cardigan and wear it in the fall and winter. 

I love drop-waisted and shift dresses because I, personally, have the shortest torso in the entire world. Scientists at NASA as astounded by it. Anyways some dress shapes literally make me look like Mike Wazowski from Monsters Inc. That is why I love shift & drop-waisted dresses, because they kind of make that illusion that I am not short, upset, green monster that is apart of a Disney Pixar film. Relatable right?  

Just four trashcans.....wait I need a new self deprecating joke because this one is very early 2015. I will get back to you guys on this. 

Anyways it is about to be fall and I am finally going to be able to fulfill my only purpose on this earth, which is to dress for fall. Also I have gotten a few messages about doing a tutorial on my messy bun with a headband look. I think this is so nice, because I think my hair literally looks like Junie B. Jones at all times. 

Have a happy end of September! I was going to make a 'wake me up when September ends' joke but then I was like I don't hate myself THAT much. Also hopefully I see you guys in October? Unless Harry Styles drops solo music on us  . Then you know....you will probably never see me ever again.